Not Completely Alone

Makes me feel a little better knowing someone is actually bothering to read this.

Every time I get another video to work, I question if I'm seeing what I'm seeing.

Power has been shutting off frequently. If it keeps doing this, the food is going to go bad.

Power's Out

Power went out this morning. It came back on for a little while, but went off again. I'm at a cafe right now. Feeling a little better.
Stacy isn't home right now. I'll try to talk to her in person later if I can catch her.

I also remembered the phone that was in the box. I'm going to pick up a battery for that soon.

Something went wrong with the last post. I guess maybe Blogspot's servers are having issues? Don't want to think about it.

Ideas?

I've been trying to make this image work for days now. No clue what to do anymore. I'm not very technical.

I've been feeling fluish all day. I don't know why, but the feeling of depression about Adam is being replaced by vomiting what's left of what I tried to eat. Maybe it's still depression.
Maybe it's depression combined with confusion. I don't know.

I think I'm going to try to go out in public soon. I've been inside for a while. Haven't even bothered trying to Y2FsbCBTdGFjeS4gSXQncyBub3QgbGlrZSBzaGUnZCB0YWxrIHRvIG1lIA anyway.

I don't even know why I post. It's not like anyone's actually reading this. But like I said earlier, I guess having an outlet can make you feel like there really is someone to talk to.

Personal Investigators, My Ass

Contacted the people involved in investigating Adam's suicide. They passed it off as self-edited videos that held no evidence that someone killed him. I don't buy it.

I've had a bit of a stomach ache today. Looking at these videos just makes it worse. I'll work on some more videos later.

God I am not in the mood to go feed my dogs right now.

Ran an actual video of Adam. I believe I'm the one holding the camera, I don't exactly remember. This is all the video I got, so I don't know who he's talking to.

I think I'm going to call the police tomorrow. There is no reason Adam would have edited this stuff into random videos, and even if he did, they wouldn't still be on the camera. All of this is starting to make my head hurt.

More Footage Off Adam's Camera

I'm really getting confused, which is just fucking perfect on top of all this suicide bullshit. I don't know if this was Adam screwing around or what, but I got another video clip to run.

I'm starting to wonder if someone encouraged Adam to do what he did. Did someone (or Adam) edit this?

Dogs

Went outside and messed around with my dogs, Larry and Murphy, today. Kind of makes me feel better about the whole thing.
Pets are well known as stress relief. I guess it's too bad Adam didn't have a pet.