Sunday, August 28, 2011

8 - 4 + 12 / 2 + 2 - (3 + 1) =

Sleep. Need sleep. It switches on and off. Sometimes I may sleep for too long. Sometimes I don't sleep at all. Sometimes I don't want to sleep. Bad dreams.

Drifting in and out. Not getting enough sleep. I start dreaming while I'm awake. I see really strange things. Like dolls and statues of children.

Haven't done much with the shit on the camera lately. Don't want to. That's where all of my fucking problems came from.
I don't want to leave my room to look for the blue thing. Borderline nervous breakdowns just feeding the dogs.

The most I've done lately is screw around in google streetview trying to find the house in the last video. No luck. I hear chickens crowing in the video. It has to be close doesn't it? My neighbors two houses down have chickens. It has to be close.

I hardly see anyone anymore. I usually stay inside, but I just never see anyone. Cars go by, but nobody on foot.

Good news. Need good news. Need sleep, and good news. I have a bit of good news. I think I found the place in the three pictures I posted a while ago. Well, I know what it is anyway. Not where, yet. A tunnel over a stream of water. A stone bridge. What do the numbers mean? Probably nothing. Probably everything. Everything is so fucking cryptic anymore. Are there letters? Not in the numbers or the water. Dirt. Name. Mine? Austin. Au stin. aus tin.
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i'm so tired. should i call STacy? shedoesntwanttotalktome She'll just hang up.

I'm bleeding. Why am I bleeding? My arm...

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Something Old, Something New, Something Borrowed...

I don't think what Stacy gave me was the book from the last video. Looked a little closer at the video and I can see a little blue object. I think I'll spend this week ldont let it touch you adamrun away austinit will hurt you why is it looking at me its moving in the shadows there are two there are one there are all of them in the sky at night at day dont try to pray my mind burns my stomach turns hide behind the door wait for it to pass there is something behind me why isnt it moving its getting closer dont touch me please dont touch me i dont want to die i dont want to diooking for whatever it was. Whatever it is, it must be fairly small if I could loose it this easily.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Diamonds

Went back over the video trying to see what was in the book. The first thing, clearly visible is "BLEEDING" with what looks like a blood drop in a diamond. The second has small little round shapes attached to long banana-like curves. I think there's also a moon on the other page.

One of the last pages he flipped to caught my attention.


It follows the diamond motif of the pages I saw, but it looks like a humanoid figure. I want to know how this fits in with Adam's death, but I just don't want to know what it all means. If that makes any sense.


Blogger is having issues that prevents me from posting comments, so I'll respond occasionally with a post. Somebody suggested in a comment for the last video to contact Stacy again. I would, but I think whatever she gave me when I was there was the absolute extent of her generocity. Maybe if I get the chance, I'll try to catch her outside again. Though, I haven't wanted to leave the house recently.


Dogs are barking.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Youtube

Getting tired of the tiny boxes. Made a youtube channel.
http://www.youtube.com/user/TheHardestChoicevid

Apologize for the quality of some of Adam's videos.
Got this to work. I don't know where this is and frankly I just don't care anymore. This whole week I've felt lethargic and tired and just overall sick of the shit that's been going on.

I don't know why Adam went here or what connection the place has to anything. I don't know shit.




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Friday, August 12, 2011



I was working on a video.



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I don't know what the fuck is going on. I don't even remember this happening, it was just on my god damn camera. Who is that and what do they want?

Dreaming

Been having weird, and I mean really weird dreams. Last night I saw Adam, but there was something pulling him back. I couldn't see what it was. It was all blurry.

I've decided to work more on the videos. I don't have much else to do. If I can get this one to work, I'll post it later today.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

I just woke up. The last thing I remember is going to bed on thursday.

Power must have gone out plenty of times. Most of the food in the fridge is bad. Going to have to get more grocieries.

I'm still tired...

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Video Stop

Pretty much out of video. There are a few clips left, but I can't get them to work. I'll work on the pictures now.







I feel like I know this place somehow, but I guess with recent events, memory isn't even trustworthy.

I haven't been able to sleep well these past few nights. Something is going on, with what's happening with my and Adam's video. I'm worried about whoever the person is in the videos I've been finding. I guess all that's left now is to V0FLRSBVUA==






Monday, August 1, 2011

Stacy

I went to Adam's house today to talk to Stacy. Luckily she was outside, planting grass seeds I think.



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I'm really worried now. What caused this? There's no reason this should've happened. I don't think Adam edited the videos anymore, and something bad is going on. I need to find out what.


Even stranger, I don't even remember what happens during the distortion. I think Stacy gave me something, but for the life of me, I can't remember what it was or where I might have put it.